Surrender and the return of innocence

Eila with a lamb and learning each day about the Lamb of God— a picture of innocence and how perfect praise comes from the mouth of the children.

These past few weeks and days… they seem to roll over onto one another have brought me to a new place.  Hesitantly I share this as it is so fresh in my spirit and is still “formulating’.  I just emailed a friend and tried to share this — the sense of “crossing over”.   In the book of Exodus in Chapter 12 the Hebrew children are called to great obedience and trust in order to have the Angel of Death ” Pass Over” … a shadow and pattern of applying the blood of the Lamb for protections and the supernatural provision of the LORD– Yahweh.

Then that concept is found again in Joshua the commentary of Matthew Henry about their crossing the Jordan is found within ” Biblegateway”

and is as follows ..

The Israelites come to Jordan.

The Israelites came to Jordan in faith, having been told that they should pass it. In the way of duty, let us proceed as far as we can, and depend on the Lord. Joshua led them. Particular notice is taken of his early rising, as afterwards upon other occasions, which shows how little he sought his own ease. Those who would bring great things to pass, must rise early. Love not sleep, lest thou come to poverty. All in public stations should always attend to the duty of their place. The

people were to follow the ark. Thus must we walk after the rule of the word, and the direction of the Spirit, in everything; so shall peace be upon us as upon the Israel of God; but we must follow our ministers only as they follow Christ. All their way through the wilderness was an untrodden path, but most so this through Jordan. While we are here, we must expect and prepare to pass ways that we have not passed before; but in the path of duty we may proceed with boldness and cheerfulness.


Both of these accounts are so meaningful because of the utter need to cry out to ABBA from His children.

When I consider Eila ( pronounced eye la ) she has the faith of a child who has known she can count on her parents. Her Daddy and Mommy are truth tellers,  nurture her, affirm that she is a wonderful little girl who is greatly loved by them. She is a part of their flesh and blood– but born with the Holy Spirit hovering over her in the womb. Having the ” living waters flowing” while she was being “fearfully and wonderfully made ”  Psalm 139

13For you(P) formed my inward parts;
you(Q) knitted me together in my mother’s womb.
14I praise you, for I am fearfully and wonderfully made.[a](R)
my soul knows it very well.
15(S) My frame was not hidden from you,when I was being made in secret,
intricately woven in(T) the depths of the earth.
16Your eyes saw my unformed substance;in your(U) book were written, every one of them,
the days that were formed for me,
when as yet there was none of them. 17How precious to me are your(V) thoughts, O God!
How vast is the sum of them!
Wonderful are your works.

You see the WORD of  God was being read to little Eila before she was born and steadily after. She knows that Jesus loves her and she reads from her ” Girl Bible” with her parents daily.

That is the “innocence ” in which she loves Jesus and the Word of God because she is already having the Bible as her daily bread.  I am so delighted as her grandmother to bear witness to this and to also spend time , her Papa and I … sharing the love and power of Jesus Christ with this little lamb.   She already has a natural surrender that is a part of all she knows and will like the rest of us battle the flesh for keeping surrendered to a life in Christ. She however knows that her Abba is to be trusted. Her earthly parents provide a marvelous template to what her Heavenly Father wants her to see about His character.   This is the blessing of what is shared in Deuteronomy 6:

1“Now this is(A) the commandment, the statutes and the rules[a]2that(B) you may fear the LORD your God, you and your son and your son’s son, by keeping all his statutes and his commandments, which I command you, all the days of your life, and(C) that your days may be long. 3Hear therefore, O Israel, and be careful to do them, that it may go well with you, and that you may multiply greatly,(D) as the LORD, the God of your fathers, has promised you, in a land flowing with milk and honey. that the LORD your God commanded me to teach you, that you may do them in the land to which you are going over, to possess it, ( emphasis mine )
4“Hear, O Israel:(E) The LORD our God, the LORD is one.[b]5You(F) shall love the LORD your God with all your heart and with all your soul and with all your might. 6And(G) these words that I command you today shall be on your heart. 7(H) You shall teach them diligently to your children, and shall talk of them when you sit in your house, and when you walk by the way, and when you lie down, and when you rise. 8(I) You shall bind them as a sign on your hand, and they shall be as frontlets between your eyes. 9(J) You shall write them on the doorposts of your house and on your gates.

So when I consider the “crossing over ” and Passover — it is with a new revelation of what this means.  To truly surrender ourselves to the Passover Lamb — Yeshua Hamashicah  our Jesus the Messiah is to return to innocence as intended long ago in the garden of Eden! Without this surrender to the LAMB … we will not have the great Shalom, He has for us. That sounds so simple– it is too amazing to grasp the taking of it into daily living  is a life long journey out of a wilderness to a place of “crossing over” .
Whether is was in Egypt coming out by obedience and trust with applying the blood on the lintels and door posts or the priests putting their foot in the Jordan. It came by hearing the “word’ of the Lord.  Then applying that word in obedience and with faith.

Faith I am learning does not mean not having fear but surrendering that fear unto the obedience of  casting down thoughts and imaginations at the feet of Christ. It takes a wilderness experience to practice it and to get quiet so I can diligently seek Him. It takes the understanding of applying the blood of the Lamb. The wonder of it is supernatural not understood completely … just believed in heart, mind and spirit. He does the rest for us via the Holy Spirit.

When having the privilege of spending this years Passover with teacher and hearer of the Word , my friend Shirley.. she lead us in scripture from Genesis to Revelation of the Messianic scriptures in the Bible and how Yeshua or Jesus is to be seen as the essence of “Passover “.

This was a “revelatory” experience for me and the others present as well from what they have shared. For me, it has been a new as He said, I will make all things new… spiritually something changed.  I cannot put this into words but I believe it is to discover the return to innocence by embracing the whole WORD about the LAMB of GOD– Yeshua.

Here is the challenge — not to lose this place of understanding in the “cares of this world”. To be wheat-growing strong not to be shifted like “chaff”.  For He is coming soon for the Great Harvest.
May I be found worthy and “standing” …

Blessings of the Resurrection to you today~


11 Revelation Song By Kari Jobe

10 Kadosh The Hebrew singing of this song from the album on the Road to Jerusalem will bless you … enjoy~


3 thoughts on “Surrender and the return of innocence

  1. Your post blessed me so much Carla. Yes, the revelation of Passover and the sign of Messiah is something that will change us completely. I had just been contemplating how difficult it was in making many mainstream believers in the Messiah understand how eye opening the Feasts of the Lord are and then I received your posting on your blog in my e-mail. I had also been led to read about Elijah in I Kings. SO, I’ll attach my thoughts which were very strong in my spirit.

    May the Lord richly bless you and your family and give you perfect Shalom!
    Keep in touch,

    “Elijah approached all the people and said, ‘How long will you dance between two opinions? If Hashem is the God, go after Him? And if the Baal, go after it!” But the people did not answer him at all”.
    I Kings 18:21

    I guess in thinking about this Passover and meditating on what it truly means to us as believers in the Messiah, I feel a sense of sadness in a way that there are so many “believers” who really can’t grasp what it is we truly celebrate during this very special week, the days and weeks leading up to Shavuot, and finally Succot ending the cycle of the Biblical Feasts of the Holy One of Israel encompassing the signs ultimately pointing to Yeshua.

    I felt let to read about Elijah in I Kings today relating to his frustration at trying to make the nation of Israel truly walk in His Ways, Sh’ma (Hear) His Voice and His Voice alone. I came to the part when Elijah told Ahab to gather all of Israel plus 450 prophets of the Baal and 400 prophets of the Asherah-tree to meet him at Mount Carmel.

    The first thing that Elijah spoke to them was …….”How long will you dance between two opinions?…..”
    Of course, I’m scrambling to look up the Hebrew words like a crazy woman, because I feel as though the LORD is opening my understanding of this scripture!!!! The first word translated “dance” is actually the #2 definition of “pasach”. [ #1 definition is (of course)….passover]. As usual, the Hebrew is very complex at times and a word with the same root can mean something completely different. This was such a case. In actuality, the definition I saw from my lexicon for “pasach” #2 was “LIMP”. So, in essence what Elijah was saying was….”How long are you limping on 2 divided opinions or UNEVEN LEGS?”

    Elijah was asking them how long can they serve two masters? Didn’t Yeshua say something like that??? If we mix pagan names, pagan idolatry and pagan holidays with the worship of the Creator of the Universe, are we not limping on uneven legs???? The analogy is there. For those who have difficulty walking, it is easy to understand the struggle in the physical realm let alone the struggle in the spiritual realm. What a profound statement for Elijah to make!!! He was right on target and certainly made his point considering what took place after that on Mt. Carmel!!

    Even though he was used by the Holy One in such a profound way, he was still frustrated…..imagine that? Saying he hit a low point in the next chapter is putting it mildly. In fact, in fleeing for his life from Ahab and his minions he begged the LORD to take his soul……..he had a “stop the world, I want to get off” moment!! After fleeing to Mt. Horeb, twice, the Holy One asked him…..”Why are you hear, Elijah?” Basically, Elijah told Him…..I have done what I was supposed to do but to no avail….. no one listens, no one cares, and now I’m the only one left!!!! Just when he felt enough was enough, our Heavenly Father tells him to “go, return on your way” for his next assignment and [don’t fret my pet!] informs him that there are 7,000 people in Israel who have not bowed the knee to the Baal!! Wow, I don’t know about you, but that would have been like a slap up side the head to wake me up and think…..ya know, it’s not really about me!!!

    What that witnesses to my spirit is that the day and age we live in is very difficult and the struggles at times will not be easy. In our zeal to make other believers understand how our eyes have been opened to the truth of the scriptures by celebrating according to His Feasts, there is a possiblility of a deep schism developing between brothers, sisters, mothers, fathers, children, friends, and other members of the body of Messiah. Should we waver to make peace? Should we go along with the flow? Is it okay to overlook the way the mainstream “body” celebrates man-made holidays which are not based in scripture? Should we ignore the fact that things we were taught before just don’t line up with what it says in the scriptures? I think those of us who truly “sh’ma” His Voice know what the answers are to those questions. Needless to say, Elijah’s (above) quote hit me right between the eyes!!

    May we continue to abide in Him, seek His Face, and finite beings that we are…..may His mercy endure forever, amen!

    • Karen,
      You my dear friend are a writer! Thank you for what you wrote– the fervency in which you write is contagious and always a great teaching. What a blessing to hear from you today. We are kindred spirits and sharing with you always feels like I am across you in a kitchen sharing our hearts.
      Thank you~~

  2. Such a beautiful post. Thank you for the example you set for me- that is, in part, what helps me as I work to set a godly example for Eila! I especially like what you said about faith being more about laying down our fear rather than being without fear.

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